I spent the day at a craft/vendor event.
I was up and out of the house before anyone was awake to get to the event and set up. I didn’t get to talk to any of the kids or my husband before I left.
Wifi at the event was super slow, and draining my phone. This meant I couldn’t really use my phone much during the 7hr event. I was there alone.
I have some social anxiety. People likely don’t realize I do, because I can talk to strangers. However, the feeling of being “on” and trying to interact with people for that many hours feels extremely exhausting.
My husband bought me a baby bunny a few weeks ago. He was going to pick it up today with our kids. I got the message that my youngest was upset and crying, and my husband was pissed off. The bunny we bought and paid for is no longer there.
We spent roughly $100 on new supplies for this animal. So disappointing. Infuriating.
After the long day at the event, I just wanted to come home, eat (I was so hungry, and forgot snacks), and see my family. I was having mom guilt for being gone before everyone woke up.
I got home to find my husband napping, and my boys very absorbed in video games.
The only ones excited I was home was my dogs. Thank God for dogs!
So disappointed…I was alone all day, and now that I am home, I STILL feel alone.
Such a disappointing day.
Thanks for listening…